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I am going to stay 18 forever. 
A nostalgic feeling has been creeping in. I miss high school, and the simplicity of it. I miss the solace in hanging out at rhams horn till 1 in the morning; smoking cigarets and drinking coffee. I miss the feeling I used to get when listening to local music. When there was actually some feeling in lyrics. I miss writing on the wall at Matt Ryan’s house, drinking wine coolers and hanging out with people that were way to old for me. I miss Matt Ryan in general and how he always had my back. From the moment I met him. He was wearing a pistons jersey and told me he was going to beat the shit out of my ex boyfriend. Just because he hurt me. The ultimate definition of a best friend. I miss cock blocking him because I thought no girl was good enough. I miss how Brenda and I used to do so many fun things, me being the reasonable one and her telling me to live a little. Driving with the windows down listening to fall out boy before they were big.  Stealing her moms car at 15 just to drive to a local show. 

Now a days rhams horn is smoke free, and any idiot that picks up a guitar calls them-self an “artist”. The last time I talked to Matt Ryan was when my brother was in the hospital. Brenda is getting married, and I party way too much. Talk about role reversal. I wish I could go back in time. As much as I thought the world was against me I had it in the palm of my hand. 
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I am going to stay 18 forever. 

A nostalgic feeling has been creeping in. I miss high school, and the simplicity of it. I miss the solace in hanging out at rhams horn till 1 in the morning; smoking cigarets and drinking coffee. I miss the feeling I used to get when listening to local music. When there was actually some feeling in lyrics. I miss writing on the wall at Matt Ryan’s house, drinking wine coolers and hanging out with people that were way to old for me. I miss Matt Ryan in general and how he always had my back. From the moment I met him. He was wearing a pistons jersey and told me he was going to beat the shit out of my ex boyfriend. Just because he hurt me. The ultimate definition of a best friend. I miss cock blocking him because I thought no girl was good enough. I miss how Brenda and I used to do so many fun things, me being the reasonable one and her telling me to live a little. Driving with the windows down listening to fall out boy before they were big.  Stealing her moms car at 15 just to drive to a local show. 

Now a days rhams horn is smoke free, and any idiot that picks up a guitar calls them-self an “artist”. The last time I talked to Matt Ryan was when my brother was in the hospital. Brenda is getting married, and I party way too much. Talk about role reversal. I wish I could go back in time. As much as I thought the world was against me I had it in the palm of my hand. 

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I am a loner dottie, a rebel.

Okay, so I PWNED my Biology test. Hell week is halfway over. You better recognize that I am going out wednesday to celebrate my victory. I hope studying for my history test wont be as exhausting as bio. Can my college carer be over yet? I’m ready to start a real job. I kick myself in the ass every day for pursuing the occupation of hair dresser. Waisted almost two years of my life. But hey, at least I can do a mean set of highlights. Cutting hair is a different story….

My brother is in town, I think I might take him out sometime this week and get him hammered. Thats the only thing we have in common. How pathetic. If you knew my brother you would understand why.

On different note, I can’t wait for whitney to come up here! We are going to TEAR UP downtown.  I will be looking forward to that for the next two weeks…Just stayin’

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Today I am thankful for….
Hazelnut coffee, for without it I would be worthless. 
I am on a good caffeine high, and am about to go clean the shit out of my house before work. Why? Well, because my room is dirty. Also because I want to procrastinate the inevitable studying I need to do for my two tests next week. Biology on monday, and history on wednesday. 
Tomorrow night I am making dinner for my two best dudes and going downtown. Whitney Allen should come up from SD so I can wine and dine her as well. You most likely see me at beachfront around 12 SHMAMMERED. If you get a call around then, DONT PICK UP. I have been making a lot of bad decisions with my phone lately…..Sorry Leland. 
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Today I am thankful for….

Hazelnut coffee, for without it I would be worthless. 

I am on a good caffeine high, and am about to go clean the shit out of my house before work. Why? Well, because my room is dirty. Also because I want to procrastinate the inevitable studying I need to do for my two tests next week. Biology on monday, and history on wednesday. 

Tomorrow night I am making dinner for my two best dudes and going downtown. Whitney Allen should come up from SD so I can wine and dine her as well. You most likely see me at beachfront around 12 SHMAMMERED. If you get a call around then, DONT PICK UP. I have been making a lot of bad decisions with my phone lately…..Sorry Leland. 

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This hateful bitch…

www.iamwhitneyallen.tumblr.com

Shit is so funny. Let’s talk about tour, and how many chicks we bang. 

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